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13 March 2007

Slump...

Actually, I am in the slump now.

Yesterday, I've got a result of final IELTS practice exam.

Yes... It's very disappointing.

Especially, Reading section is seriously pull down.
(Of course, other sections are terrible)

Hu... If I take IELTS this month, I am got terrible score.
(I will take IELTS on June)

Yes... It is Slump. I am in the too deep depression.
How do I escape from here?

Maybe... The comment can be a kind of clue.

"Jiho, you do same mistake again"

(P.S.)
from The Hankyoreh

11 March 2007

Because...

1, Last Friday, some of classmates drunk beer and celebrated the finish of final exam in the pub where is located in Univ. of Sussex but I was not there...

2,Last Wednesday and Today I took something to my friend's house who is Univ. of Sussex's undergraduate student but I did not enter his house....

3,This Friday, my second term is finished so we will have a small party which is called Free Lunch. I am not going to attend that... (Also, I am not going to any Univ. of Sussex Korean Society's event)


Because...
My wound has not cured until now
Just... I am hiding that.






(P.S.)
I hope some of my blog vistor write the comment about my problem.
How do I do?

08 March 2007

OH MY GOD

GB government thinks i'm their CASH COW...

[moblog]

03 March 2007

Escape oversea student

This post relative bottom's post
Jiho's English Blog liveJ: The Depress News from Austarila
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Yesterday, I sent e-mail to my sister about my English tutor fee.

"Eastern-Link, 3rd Intensive, IELTS so.."

Everybody already know its cost is not cheap. (It's terribly Expensive)

When I pressed "Sent" button, My face was wet by my tears.


Second Chance, I don't want to lose this chance.

In other words, I really want to enter some of university which I applied.

However, they have given serious shame to me.

And I consider some universities which has low-name value.

Yesterday, I've got good news from a university.

Accroding to the letter, they interested in my qualifications.
In addition, The English qualification which they need is not much high.

Really, It is fantastic deal of me.
However, Problems are...
First, will they really give Conditional offer to me?
Second, will my family agree that I study there?

I am very scary because I have to say "I cannot enter Sussex" to my family.

In addition, if I say "I will study a university which is not famous in UK"...
Surely, they agree my decision but They will disapoint me.

.........
The escape oversea student is who have studied in an oversea country but they didn't study well there.

Finally, is my name listed on the escape oversea student?

(P.S.) I am very worry the one university's letter which is written they interested my profile.
However, I cannot say the university's name because I worry It can be LIP SERVICE.

I have a terrible memomy about LIP SERVICE from GxxxSxxxx in Lxxxxx.

01 March 2007

Today's star sign horoscope

LEO
The contrast between dreams and reality has been a theme that's been building since last summer - and isn't about to stop. You're learning valuable life-changing lessons.

[from : METRO http://www.metro.co.uk]

Oh Dear...

[notice] this blog add Yahoo! Search engine. Please, scroll down to this blog's bottom.

28 February 2007

Again, I stand alone...

Almost my friends do not know
I have very serious problems.
Just "Jiho feel is not good"

When I opened my email box
I saw FUCKING University of Sussex UG Admission Office's letter.
(So Yesterday I sent TERRIBLE REPLY to them, I do not need to contact them anymore...)

I asked some universities information to My agency
But... I do not get good information.

Anyway... I stand alone.

Really, do not they know my mind and situation?





21 February 2007

Football & Beer

It's a mirage which makes i forget my tears at the moment.

[p.s.] barcelona vs liverpool... It's very enjoyable match.

[moblog]?

20 February 2007

Rubbish night

It was quiet Okay before about 6pm.
However
Yes... It is true.
It is Right.
It is Common.
University of Sussex, They give another serious shame to me.
I'm not sad
I don't show tears.
Just I feel my head is formatted.
----
In addition,
Tonight football match was RUBBISH
----
(P.S.)
Thank you for your comment.
But Please don't advise about Activity Course to me.
Thanks
----

19 February 2007

My favourite room in Russel Building

This is warmer than other rooms, very quiet and has fine view.
This room's brightness is like my mind. Two bright windows but room is slightly dark.

When does the room in my mind's light turn on?

[moblog]

13 February 2007

The girls of 49th Grammy


Dixie Chicks - Not Ready To Make Nice
(Album of the year, Record of the year, Song of the Year, Country Album and Country Performance by a Duo or Group With Vocal)

49th Grammay Official Online Coverage (Powered by Yahoo)

Deal or NO Deal

Cardiff University
Absoulty... UNsuccessful

Now I have JUST TWO BOXES.

Someone ask me
Deal or No Deal?

Really Good News of...

Our IELTS class' outstanding classmate, Zuzana got the offer from Univ of Sussex.

"IELTS 6.5 but whole section have to over 6"

She worried that but we know it is very very very (*100) easy for her.

Hu... My offer? I do not know.

11 February 2007

Sunday night with MV

MV = Music Video
[Video is played by Channel V Korea( http://www.channelv.co.kr )]

09 February 2007

Don't Worry Be Happy

I really do not want remember this week.
.
I lost my CARDS (Debit and Cash Card)
Someday, I found my laptop has been had Big damage.
.
In addition, a university sent unrealistic offer to me.
A university disappointed me seriously.
.
Ah... Someone said very terrible story to me.
(It was like of last summer's nightmare)
.
Anyway... This week is gone.
.
I do not know which terrible situation will show next week to me.
.
Today
Ray (our class tutor) teached this song
.
I was able to smile at the moment.

Don't Worry Be Happy - Bobby Mc Ferrin
(P.S.)
To. University of Sussex Underground Admission Officer
I do not need to get the UNconditional offer.
.
Really, I hope to get the SAME conditional Offer which you sent me Last year.
(P.S. 2)
I found someone who fixed this blog post's GRAMMAR MISTAKE.
Because I am student who learned English Language of Forienger
So, I know this Blog has lots of English Grammar mistake.
Could you help me?

07 February 2007

Happy between Sad

When I arrived London, I recieved a e-mail from UCAS.
This letter means my UCAS track system add new reply.
And I see MY FIRST CONDITIONAL OFFER.
YES... One university adapt me...
However...


OK... Thank you University of Leeds...
However, Do you think can I get 7.5 in IELTS?
Of course, it will possible after some years but...
the problem is now...
Actually, I think it is one expression of unsuccessful.
I worry one of six universities' which I applied reply.
Already, three universities left me.
Also, I am not sure other three universities will send coditional offer.
Especially, I do not know Univ of Sussex's respond.
They sent conditional offer last year for me.
Also, I want to believe they will send same offer of last year.
Hu...
For two hours, I forget this problem.
Because I went to the London for watching Korean national team's football match.
At the moment, I happied because my country team won.


Some years ago, anyone predicted Korean football beat European team.

I hope same miricle show to me in this year.

06 February 2007

It is BETRAYAL


My Second Reply from Goldsmiths College.

Really, I expect they would send CONDITIONAL OFFER to me.

However, they REJECTED my application.


I cannot understand why they rejected me.


I really disapointment of Goldsmiths.
They give serious SHAME to me.


Really, Really, I cannot understand
F*****G Goldsmiths Admission officer.


F""K OFF, Goldsmiths!

05 February 2007

The NIGHTMARE of last SUMMER

I feel it comes again now.

(If you do not know about the Nightmare of last summer)
(Please see this blog's August and September articles in 2006)

30 January 2007

The First Result

Of Course...
UNsuccessful...
University of East Anglia, Thank you for recive my application

The Depress News from Austarila

I have a letter from a university which I must reply as soon as possible.
However, I have not sent reply of the mail yet because this letter is an assessment for my univ. application.

I have seen this news on Korean internet site and found relative news article on Austarila sites.
Which news makes to depress me?


I so scared...
When I leave the UK, will I be one of them who mentioned that journal?

Why am I here?
Why do I choose the UK?
Why do I want to study English?

I understand a bit why I failed to enter university last year.

24 January 2007

Snow in Brighton




I really suprised in today morning

I never expect I can see snow in this city.
However, my expect is wrong.

Really, it is best seen in my life without Terrible Traffic situation.
(some railway and bus services were cancled)

Anyway, Snow is stopped and Brigthon is returned to general situation.
However, everybody do not forget today the present from the sky.