After leave the Pub...

I thought these two songs.

Nobody Knows - P!nk


Animation "Candy, Candy" Opening - Korean version

Remained Unchanged...

17 Nov 2006, PM 4:15
I walked again in my country past about a year.

The feeling when I steped on the ground of my country was nothing special.
I worried the way go to my home.
Exactly, I really move back to about one year ago when I went to UK.

I met my family so late time because they were busy for prepareing my sister's wedding.
They suprised when they saw me.
"Oh! dear! you don't change any thing!"

Cloth (without watch and shoes), body shape and face were same one year ago.

Also, when I stayed my home for a week, my lifestyle was same of before a year.
Meeting friends, weak up time, internet suffing, sleep on the metro(tube), run for catching bus...

Really I asked me that "Am I lived in UK for one year??"

Of course, I felt some change in my country.
Near airport is bulited new train station.
My bus number was changed slightly.
I saw new road near my home.
One of seoul tube companies was changed the their name. (Seoul Subway -> Seoul Metro)
I went to new tube station when I went to my hometown.
Finally, Mcdonald opens 24hours. (This point cannot image in the UK)

However, I did not felt these change.

likes my english...

This is Heathrow Airport terminal 3.

Now my mind is excitment and depressed.
Because I m back to my home for about 1 year....

I pleasued to meet my family and friends again but
My current situation is not happy so depressed.

However, will everything be all right?
Likes this song...



to. Intensive English II
If you will chat without me, Really I will get crooked!!!
(Am I the wall??? Why you have informations which I do not know)

Peripheral....

pe‧riph‧er‧al  /pəˈrɪfərəl/ –adjective
1.pertaining to, situated in, or constituting the periphery: peripheral resistance on the outskirts of the battle area.
2.concerned with relatively minor, irrelevant, or superficial aspects of the subject in question.
3.Anatomy. near the surface or outside of; external.
4.Computers. of or pertaining to a peripheral. –noun
5.Computers. a device or unit that operates separately from the CPU but is connected to it, as a magnetic disk or tape unit or a printer.

Dictionary.com Unabridged (v 1.0.1)
Based on the Random House Unabridged Dictionary, © Random House, Inc. 2006.

In the morning...

Coffee Break...

Lunch time...

And

when I go to party (or pub)

I have stress becasue I stood outside of my friends.

Of course, my character is so shy but the problem is they more shared many things than me.

A bit Related News of my situation (From Guardian unlimited)

Boys! IT's COMMING!!!

Customers flood Akihabara to snap up new PlayStation 3 [Mainichi Daily News]

Does Playstation 3 rescue SONY from their terrible situation ???

What do you think?

Groomy...

Recently, the sky of Brighton is clear even cold tempture.

However... the condition of my mind is too cloud.

Like this music

The Littlest things

Add to Myspace's My Profile More Videos

I am very senstaible of others respond.

When I have break time in the class, I do not say anything.

This situation is same at the Pub, restaraunt, and traveling.

Why I can not attend my friends chat.

Hu....

Clear Sky Again.

Clear Sky... no not rainy weather...
I meet again for one weeks.

From today morning, I start new course.
Intensive English, My group is Group B which is the most people attanded.
Firstly, Same class have two more Koreans. (Ususally, My Korean classmates were nothing or one)
In addition, some pre-sessional friends meet again in the class.

Lecture mood is so nice and surely I will be trouble maker of new class ^^;;;

Fortunetly, Almost things back to common situation.

However, I do not forget.
I have to success the REVENGE.

British weather and me...

Now Brighton and London's weather is Fantastic flexible weather.

Sometimes have heavy shower and than sky will be clear but soon rain again.

It is similar than my current mind.
Why? Maybe you know that.

From today, Sussex Lanaguage Institude's new course is started.
Surely, Home ground is good but I felt a bit strange of there.

But... the problem is when I see ex-classmates, I cannot greeting to them.
I do not know...
Maybe... I wait they call me.

Anyway... Terrible September is gone.
Next September will be festival season of me.

^^;

I m alone again

This is London Bridge, my residence.

Today I met friend who met when i lived in London.
And I sent to him at Euston Station.

When I wait his train.
I sent SMS to all of my mobile phone store.

Everyone know I m in the London (it is not London Road) and I failed.

I say again Sorry about sent message.
Why I did...

Hu...
anyway... Tonight I stay alone again...

This is London

It's rainny...
It's likely when I got the news about fail of entering.

I met rain and walked.

Yet... My heart have a bit tear...
Like... rain...

Say 'Good Bye'...

Today is the last day for i m live in a Brighton's Hostel.

At AM 10:00 I will move new home near Brighton Uni And
I will leave to London.

At the moment I want to escape from Brighton, terrible memory and busy friends.

I think it's better of both.

C U MONDAY...

"Sorry... I'm busy..."

Everyone are being busy now....
Surely, I busied because I suched my new accomdation.

Last night. I watched the football match in the Pub.
When I drunk some beer I miss some friends and I called...

They answer?
...

This post's title is answer.

Maybe they have happy and busy time for this week.
New class, New friends, New enviroments....

Hu... I'm dummy...

Jiho's new goal

IELTS 5.5 -> 6.0 (but final goal is 6.5 or 7.0)

Universities

Loughborough http://www.lboro.ac.uk/
East Anglia http://www.uea.ac.uk/
Leeds http://www.leeds.ac.uk/
Cardiff http://www.cardiff.ac.uk/
Goldsmith College http://www.goldsmiths.ac.uk/
And
Sussex www.sussex.ac.uk

(Loughborough and Sussex are second attempt.)

I never DIE!!!!!

Yet... Tears were not dried.

Suddenly, I leave the house because I m not Sussex Univ students.
So my residence move to Hostel for four days.

Today morning, I find my tears again.
I tryt think it's better decision, just dealy one year.
However, My tear cannot stopped.

I want to rest this week but i cannot do it.
Because I have to find new accomdation.
Surely, It is not easy....

My situatuon is a bit worth than Postgraduate students.
Because They get promise which is if they pass Pre-Master course they absoulty enter Sussex Univ.
But... I start again from first step.

I decide new goal.
When I solve hosing problem, I will contact some university.
Surely, the goal higher than before 1 year.

Now I need someone's help.
This hostel is so nice but it's not enough covering my lonely.

Recently, I often send SMS to my ex-roommates.
Sorry... Too sadness... Too lonely...

Good Bye University of Sussex

....
Dear Jiho

I write with regard to your conditional offer of a place on the Media Practice & Theory degree (UCAS Code P310).

As you know your offer was conditional upon you passing as IELTS test (or equivalent) with 6.5 overall, including 6 in both the Reading and Writing Sections. Unfortunately you did not achieve this level of English in your recent test and our Sussex Language Institite have indicated that your English level is not strong enough to cope with the demands of our degree.

I am sorry to send disappointing news, but we cannot comfirm your place this year.

If you wish to undertaken futher English studies and reapply to the University of Sussex in the future we would be very happy to receive another application. I am afraid, however that you are ready at this time for the Media Practice & Theory degree.

From Undergraduate Office
.....

I believe It's not finish.
It's another start and another motivative.

Thanks for my family
Thanks for firends.

All things are not chnaged just I'm not undergraduate student.

Defection D-day, negotiation Start

Breaking Update.

My final result

Reading : 84% / Writing & Study Skills : 55% / Listening : 56% / Speaking Skills & Oral Presentation 55%

Overall : 63% . Project : 46%
Language Use & Accuracy : 10%

I have to get overall 65% but it is less than univ's needs.
I ran to School of Huminities Office and I will visit Undergraduate Office @ 11.15.

Maybe... My enterence will decide @ Undergraduate Office.

Really? I have hoping?
Please... Help me...

Defection D-day

It's Today...

Lasy day...

Final day...

When I know this fact, I try to denie that.

"It's wrong, I can enter here"

But... I know... here does not match of me.

Now... I'm comportable...

I can meet the final result.

Now I just worry my tutors, friends or family.

I just say 'Sorry' to them.

Remember... When I applied here.

My first apply result did come from Royal Hollyway.

Terrible... Unsuccesful.

After than, I met suprise result.

A university which I believed I never enter there.

They send to respond to me.

"Conditional.."

It is the cause of why I come in Brighton.

Then hope change to regret.

I got 4 univ's conditional offer.

Sussex, City, Anglia Ruskin (old APU) and London Metropolitan

Original first and second choice was failed.

I remember when I recieve Sussex's conditional letter.

I disappointed of high condition but really happied.

Please click http://livej.blogspot.com/2006/02/04jan2006-and.html

It's the post updated when I recieved first conditional letter.

English is always stress of me.

Always I heard that "Jiho's ability is good but his problem is just English"

Surely, It's not my pride.

Some concept I can explained by Korean

However I did not because I have to explain English.

When I saw some tutor's poor board writing.

I upseted so I prepared Laptop Notebook.

English is always the wall of my communication.

Study, Friends...

Always English interrupt me.

Also, Today...

Can you understand Teletubbies programme?

My situation is same of that.

Tutors' and Sussex friends' respond are different.

Tutors said "Just one year is hard to learn Academic Language"

Friends said "Yet we do not know final result Please don't give up"

However, Any my friends' mind were not same of me.

They have dream of their UK university life.

However I'm not.

Now time AM 1:55...

Firstly I heard BBC RADIO 3 long time.

I do not know what I do.

Anyway the result is decided and I just need to wait that.

However... too long time.

Anyway...

It's rainy...

Defection D-1, After recieve the Project result

I have to recieve 55% But I just got 46%

46%... It's increased 6% of last Pre-sessional B result.
However, It's too far from univ's needs.

Really, I need to back?

Defection D-1, Before recieve the Project result

Yet Comments are not here.
I know someone visited my blog but they did not remain the comment on here.

Is it just Worring?
After about 1 hour, I will recieve the Project essay's Final result.
My defection will be decide this result and yesterday Exam's collocation.

Tension, Excite... Now my feeling.
However, I have to know that, I do not have hope.
Already, the situation was finished.

Yes I did not say to my home.
I worry. I'm OK but I worry my family's disappointment.

In addation, another problem is I do not have enough money now.
Hu...

Defection D-2, After Exam

Whole things are finished.
From now, the lecture is option. (Really?)

Exam's feeling is 'Maybe' but 'Of course'.

Reading and Writing question's surprisely good for me.
But my terrible weakness, Use of English and New polt 'Listening'.
Use of English is easier than my expect but Listening is terrible.
In addtion, P.A. equiepment is not good.

Finally, Listening exam lead me to airport.

Yes... It's all...
It's finish...

However, I fell relieved.
From Now, I prepare come back.
But... How say to home about this fact?

.......

(P.S.) This post send to my ex-roommates by E-mail.
Maybe... I worry it's last greeting for them.
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