Defection D-1, Before recieve the Project result

Yet Comments are not here.
I know someone visited my blog but they did not remain the comment on here.

Is it just Worring?
After about 1 hour, I will recieve the Project essay's Final result.
My defection will be decide this result and yesterday Exam's collocation.

Tension, Excite... Now my feeling.
However, I have to know that, I do not have hope.
Already, the situation was finished.

Yes I did not say to my home.
I worry. I'm OK but I worry my family's disappointment.

In addation, another problem is I do not have enough money now.
Hu...